I'm going to have a nephew! I'm pretty thrilled about knowing this because now, I can also begin the shopping. I did scout some things today. Not going to lie... baby clothes = adorable.
I have also been at my job for a little over a month. It's going well, I'm still learning what I'm doing. I also learned that beginning on the 15th I have to start dressing "professionally." Problem. I don't have that many "professional clothes" or shoes. Suck. I attempted to find things today, but basically on succeeded in purchasing Ben clothes. So, feel free to mail me things. Um, and can we discuss who the heck wears panty hose any more? I think we are supposed to wear them when our summer clothing is over/professional attire begins. I'm sure that this is sexist somehow. I haven't worn panty hose in fo-eva. I don't even attempt to wear spanx anymore because I can't breathe when I have them on--which I suppose is their purpose.
I got a haircut last night. Um, I was sitting in the chair singing the praises of Ryan, my stylist, loving him. Then, he just kept cutting. I kind of have bangs all the way around my head. Ben says it's cute. I say... holy crap I have a high school reunion rapidly approaching. I need to be cuter than I was in high school. This is not going to happen if I have bang head. boo. Not much of a way to remedy this. Perhaps hats will be in style and it will be hot?
Training is... going. It's so freakin hot outside. Well, that and my legs are hurting. I'm not sure what's going on so to fix it I've been eating more frozen yogurt. This is making my bones stronger I'm sure. I don't think that the problem is my bones though, I think it's the muscles. After much research today (maybe 3 minutes) I found that my butt muscles aren't strong enough. I'm not entirely sure that this is actually true, but it was the first thing I found.
AND now... a list of some things I love--in no particular order
My dogs, diorshow mascara, laura geller eye spackle, laura geller mineral makeup, good jeans, nephews, friends, wine, sushi, sake, the whole dining experience, running, buying clothes, flip flops, cool weather, clean sheets, reading a good book, having my head massaged, a normal massage, sleeping in, vacation, fruit... ok, I"m tired of thinking.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
I have a sickness.
So, I have a sickness that needs a cure. I'm obsessed with frozen yogurt. I want to eat it all the time. I mean, it's healthy, right? If I don't stop eating this I'm going to weigh 8000 lbs. I mean, how am I ever going to be described as "that thin girl". Like when someone says, "Amanda Black. Hmm... who is that?" and the other person replies, "You know... that thin girl with the (insert color of hair), amazing skin, and long skinny legs? Yah.. never going to get there. I mean, a. I'm never going to have long skinny legs--unless I hit an early 30's growth spurt. These dont' happen very often anymore.
b. I can't stop eating frozen yogurt... or everything else for that matter. I have been eating like I'm scared my last meal will not show up... or as if... it's the last supper. I had to get something religious in there. mmmm supper....
Anyway, frozen yogurt... how I love you. My new favorite place (now that I do not work by tcby) is called Sprinkles. They have a rotating tap of 6 flavors and like 60 different kinds of toppings. You pour it yourself and add the toppings yourself... then they weigh it to tell you how much it costs. Today's adventure was only $2. Mint chocolate with roasted almonds. Delish. I mean, almonds add protein, right? Right. Perhaps this is my road to recovery? The milk industry (you know the ones) tells us that if we eat dairy then we will lose weight. Well, in this case bring on the cheese, too. Cheddar on saltines is one of my fave things, and another current craving.
I have an uncanny ability to rationalize--clearly. I apparently think that if I am running all the darn time... which I feel like I am... I can eat whatever I want-whenever I want. So I do. Perhaps I'll swim 8000 laps tonight. Probably not going to happen, but I will pretend. So, next time you see me, be sure to let me know that I'm looking a bit taller, a bit thinner, and like I'm getting my fill of dairy--you will notice this by my thin waist line.
Hmmm cheese and crackers. Sounds like a great mid-mid afternoon snack.
b. I can't stop eating frozen yogurt... or everything else for that matter. I have been eating like I'm scared my last meal will not show up... or as if... it's the last supper. I had to get something religious in there. mmmm supper....
Anyway, frozen yogurt... how I love you. My new favorite place (now that I do not work by tcby) is called Sprinkles. They have a rotating tap of 6 flavors and like 60 different kinds of toppings. You pour it yourself and add the toppings yourself... then they weigh it to tell you how much it costs. Today's adventure was only $2. Mint chocolate with roasted almonds. Delish. I mean, almonds add protein, right? Right. Perhaps this is my road to recovery? The milk industry (you know the ones) tells us that if we eat dairy then we will lose weight. Well, in this case bring on the cheese, too. Cheddar on saltines is one of my fave things, and another current craving.
I have an uncanny ability to rationalize--clearly. I apparently think that if I am running all the darn time... which I feel like I am... I can eat whatever I want-whenever I want. So I do. Perhaps I'll swim 8000 laps tonight. Probably not going to happen, but I will pretend. So, next time you see me, be sure to let me know that I'm looking a bit taller, a bit thinner, and like I'm getting my fill of dairy--you will notice this by my thin waist line.
Hmmm cheese and crackers. Sounds like a great mid-mid afternoon snack.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever
this is hilarious.
I don't know if I've sent these out before, but these are actual metaphors used by high school English students from across the country. They make me laugh each time I read them:
1. Her face was a perfect oval, like a circle that had its twosides gently compressed by a Thigh Master.
2. His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking allianceslike underpants in a dryer without Cling Free.
3. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience,like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipsewithout one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes aroundthe country speaking at high schools about the dangers of lookingat a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it.
4. She grew on him like she was a colony of E. coli, and he wasroom-temperature Canadian beef.
5. She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dogmakes just before it throws up.
6. Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.
7. He was as tall as a six-foot, three-inch tree.
8. The revelation that his marriage of 30 years had disintegratedbecause of his wife's infidelity came as a rude shock, like asurcharge at a formerly surcharge-free ATM machine.
9. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way abowling ball wouldn't.
10. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty bagfilled with vegetable soup.
11. From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had aneerie, surreal quality, like when you're on vacation in anothercity and Jeopardy comes on at 7:00 p.m. instead of 7:30
12. Her hair glistened in the rain like a nose hair after a sneeze.
13. The hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots whenyou fry them in hot grease.
14. Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers racedacross the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains,one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, theother from Topeka at4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph.
15. They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picketfences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth.
16. John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirdswho had also never met.
17. He fell for her like his heart was a mob informant, and she wasthe East River.
18. Even in his last years, Granddad had a mind like a steel trap,only one that had been left out so long, it had rusted shut.
19. Shots rang out, as shots are wont to do.
20. The plan was simple, like my brother-in-law Phil. But unlikePhil, this plan just might work.
21. The young fighter had a hungry look, the kind you get from noteating for a while.
22. He was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck,either, but a real duck that was actually lame, maybe from steppingon a land mine or something.
23. The ballerina rose gracefully en Pointe and extended oneslender leg behind her, like a dog at a fire hydrant.
24. It was an American tradition, like fathers chasing kids aroundwith power tools.
25. He was deeply in love. When she spoke, he thought he heardbells, as if she were a garbage truck backing up.
I don't know if I've sent these out before, but these are actual metaphors used by high school English students from across the country. They make me laugh each time I read them:
1. Her face was a perfect oval, like a circle that had its twosides gently compressed by a Thigh Master.
2. His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking allianceslike underpants in a dryer without Cling Free.
3. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience,like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipsewithout one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes aroundthe country speaking at high schools about the dangers of lookingat a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it.
4. She grew on him like she was a colony of E. coli, and he wasroom-temperature Canadian beef.
5. She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dogmakes just before it throws up.
6. Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.
7. He was as tall as a six-foot, three-inch tree.
8. The revelation that his marriage of 30 years had disintegratedbecause of his wife's infidelity came as a rude shock, like asurcharge at a formerly surcharge-free ATM machine.
9. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way abowling ball wouldn't.
10. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty bagfilled with vegetable soup.
11. From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had aneerie, surreal quality, like when you're on vacation in anothercity and Jeopardy comes on at 7:00 p.m. instead of 7:30
12. Her hair glistened in the rain like a nose hair after a sneeze.
13. The hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots whenyou fry them in hot grease.
14. Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers racedacross the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains,one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, theother from Topeka at4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph.
15. They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picketfences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth.
16. John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirdswho had also never met.
17. He fell for her like his heart was a mob informant, and she wasthe East River.
18. Even in his last years, Granddad had a mind like a steel trap,only one that had been left out so long, it had rusted shut.
19. Shots rang out, as shots are wont to do.
20. The plan was simple, like my brother-in-law Phil. But unlikePhil, this plan just might work.
21. The young fighter had a hungry look, the kind you get from noteating for a while.
22. He was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck,either, but a real duck that was actually lame, maybe from steppingon a land mine or something.
23. The ballerina rose gracefully en Pointe and extended oneslender leg behind her, like a dog at a fire hydrant.
24. It was an American tradition, like fathers chasing kids aroundwith power tools.
25. He was deeply in love. When she spoke, he thought he heardbells, as if she were a garbage truck backing up.
Consume my thoughts, be still my soul.
SOOOOOOOOO I suppose I haven't written in a while. I think that I get overwhelmed and then I think, I'll just do it later. This is much my thoughts with laundry. Hence, then spending an entire day on it. I have other skills. This used to be followed by "like celebrity gossip." However, as other things have fallen away, so has my knowledge of all things good and celebrity related. Apparently, my pinkfabulous computer does not compel me to write. Instead, it compels me to do research on things like new tv's, a wii, and running attire... and baby products for my neice/nephew. I think it's still in the jamie lee curtis phase... but we'll know what jamie lee for sure is next Thurs, Sept. 4.
I've started my new job. I think i'm going to lurve it. The people ar epretty fab, but I don't really know what my role is, per se. I'm somehow important, yet not sure what that holds. SO until them I'm assisting the assistant until I learn. I have also created a budget for like the 100th time in the last year. My goal, this time, is to actually use it so that the research I do on tv's and wii's actually pays off. Well, that and so that I can get my hura did and not stress out about what it costs to keep up this appearance. ... and hopefully so I can get some new shoes... and have a fabulous birthday dinner.
Traning is going really well. I ran 16 miles on Saturday and taht is the furthest I've ever run... ever. It took me about 3 hours and I was pretty happy with my pace. My legs now hurt like hell. Hence, I'm getting a massage on Friday night. I'm hoping to get in a relatively long run Friday morning though so I don't have to do anything on Saturday. We're missing the human race, but we'll be in Fredericksburg with my fam celebrating my mom's 60th bday and my dad's 61st. Yay for wine tours.
Back to work. So I've offered to go to this conference in October in Chicago. So, I looked up some of the presenters and they are all at these mega churches. So, I looked up ones close to my parents house and holy crappola. These people are nuts. (forgive me if you are also nuts and think no one should ever get divorced, and if I offer you help in your marriage and you refuse I kick you out of church.) I'm baffeled by this. PS... don't know how to spell baffled. weird word. I also sat in on this group (I'm going to be in charge of the groups) and we prayed over someone... this makes me uncomfortable, especially for people I do not know. I am also uncomfortable with, while praying, people beside me are saying silently to God, "yes Lord. yes sweet Jesus." Because it isn't between you and Jesus... now I'm brought into your personal prayer. I know this should not bother me... but it does. It bothers me as much as when people say "just" before every sentence in their prayer. anyway. I have more to say, but I'll not.
I'm also in need of a pretty awesome halloween costume that is music related. I would love some suggestions. Perhaps even "couple" suggestions so I can incorporate my husbandola.
I'm going to be 29 in 2 months.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
She work hard for de money
So hard for de money... She work hard for de money so you betta treat her right.
or something like that. I started work last Fri... but haven't made it a full day yet. Well, this isn't entirely true. I've worked the whole day, just not in the office (in which I have an office.) I've been reading like crazy and about 2:30 I'm done sitting in the office. I need a change of scenes. I'm not still convinced that I'm made for working. Seriously, born into the wrong caste system. Ok, so the job is great, the people there are great, and I'm SOOOOOOO excited about the opportunities that are going to be available to me!!! Like, I'm going to meet some pretty formative people in the state of Texas. Ps. it's a big state.
I'm exhausted for some reason though. I'm having a hard time keeping my eyes open during the day. I think it's stress. So, now I'm destressing by watching Tori and Dean. Cate said to watch stupid tv to give my brain a break from all of the reading. It's like being in seminary again. Ok, not really because my friends aren't there, but a lot of boring reading :)
This weekend we're headed to Houston, after I run 14 miles, for a friends wedding. We're both really excited about it. I wish everytime we traveled somewhere we got an extra day at the end of the weekend to recoup and have someone else clean our house. None of these things happen, but if you have suggestions, lets me know.
The dogs are doing well. They're lazy. Adorable. I'm glad they go to the bathroom outside. This is random. I know.
Ben is being crazy busy with work and NI week. I'm lame at night. I'm getting a massage tomorrow night which I'm really thankful for. No, not the fun kind... ok, either of the fun kinds, but a sports massage that should be pretty painful, but my legs hurt like crap so I'm hoping it helps. I'm also considering a thin mint blizzard as my bonus for working an ENTIRE week. I hear they are only 12 points. Perhaps I could run an extra couple of 12 miles? Probs not. Eh, what are you gonna do? oh right... gain a bagillion lbs. before going to my 10 year reunion... awesometown.
Could I borrow 1 million bills ya'll? I can't pay you back, but I would like a new wardrobe and a new tv. and a wii. Though, my pink computer does bring me joy everyday. lovely. I would say I'll post pics of it soon, but clearly... from history, this will not happen. I do believe I have enough effort to actually post the pics from camp I promised. Well, maybe not from camp, maybe from the wedding? We'll see how the mood strikes.
or something like that. I started work last Fri... but haven't made it a full day yet. Well, this isn't entirely true. I've worked the whole day, just not in the office (in which I have an office.) I've been reading like crazy and about 2:30 I'm done sitting in the office. I need a change of scenes. I'm not still convinced that I'm made for working. Seriously, born into the wrong caste system. Ok, so the job is great, the people there are great, and I'm SOOOOOOO excited about the opportunities that are going to be available to me!!! Like, I'm going to meet some pretty formative people in the state of Texas. Ps. it's a big state.
I'm exhausted for some reason though. I'm having a hard time keeping my eyes open during the day. I think it's stress. So, now I'm destressing by watching Tori and Dean. Cate said to watch stupid tv to give my brain a break from all of the reading. It's like being in seminary again. Ok, not really because my friends aren't there, but a lot of boring reading :)
This weekend we're headed to Houston, after I run 14 miles, for a friends wedding. We're both really excited about it. I wish everytime we traveled somewhere we got an extra day at the end of the weekend to recoup and have someone else clean our house. None of these things happen, but if you have suggestions, lets me know.
The dogs are doing well. They're lazy. Adorable. I'm glad they go to the bathroom outside. This is random. I know.
Ben is being crazy busy with work and NI week. I'm lame at night. I'm getting a massage tomorrow night which I'm really thankful for. No, not the fun kind... ok, either of the fun kinds, but a sports massage that should be pretty painful, but my legs hurt like crap so I'm hoping it helps. I'm also considering a thin mint blizzard as my bonus for working an ENTIRE week. I hear they are only 12 points. Perhaps I could run an extra couple of 12 miles? Probs not. Eh, what are you gonna do? oh right... gain a bagillion lbs. before going to my 10 year reunion... awesometown.
Could I borrow 1 million bills ya'll? I can't pay you back, but I would like a new wardrobe and a new tv. and a wii. Though, my pink computer does bring me joy everyday. lovely. I would say I'll post pics of it soon, but clearly... from history, this will not happen. I do believe I have enough effort to actually post the pics from camp I promised. Well, maybe not from camp, maybe from the wedding? We'll see how the mood strikes.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Pink-a-licious
You may recall from an extremely early post that I bought a pink phone in hopes of adding joy to my phone calls. Well, this phone was stolen, but now I have purchased a new pink lap top. I find the internet to be far more entertaining on a pink computer. Well, that and my old computer no longer tunrs on so it was a little difficult to do things on it :)
Now I will cut and paste an email that I had sent to people earlier this week that is an update of what's going on in our lives. This email is lacking in fun or humor... it simply "is." I'll add some pics from camp.. then again this may be an over zealous thought and I'll actually do that at another time. we'll see. OH, and I start my new job on Friday.... YIKES.
"As most of you know I'm taking on my 2nd event with Team in Traning and the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. This time, though, I THINK I may run the FULL marathon!! I had a fundraising event that was sponsored by Chipotle, and the famous beer of Ben Black at the beginning of July. We invited friends and family over to deat and drink away cancer for a small doantion. It was a success, though I still have quite a bit of $ left to raise. This training group has been such a wonderful experience for me. I have met a TON of girls that I really enjoy being with, I'm pushing my body further than I thought was possible, and I'm helping those who feel the affects of cancer. I ran further than I have EVER run before last saturday, a full 14 miles. I thought perhaps my life was ending at mile 12, but turns out, I made it through :) I then was concerned I had hip displaysia, but again, it turns out that I was just sore :) I am so thankful by the amount of support that I have recieved from so many of you, both financially and emotionally. Don't forget that every amount counts... $5 $10, $10,000 they all make a difference to someone. Please visit the website to donate (or send a check). You can visit my fundraising website at pages.teamintraining.org/ctx/rnrsa08/amandaeblack or send a check made out to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society to 6808 Luckenbach Ln. Austin, TX 78729. My goal is to complete my fundraising by the end of August! Please help me reach my goals! Last week Ben and I traveled to Bridgeport, TX--to the very place we met 10 years ago. I have been going to this camp for 18 years, crazy. For the last 4 years I have been a co-Director of the Senior High camp for the north Texas conference. This has been a wonderful experience for me to give back to youth what others have given to me. This place holds a very special place in mine and Ben's lives--and not just because we met there in high school! Ben hasn't been able to volunteer the last couple of years due to finishing his PHD, luckily, he was able to take some vacation time last week to be able to go. He loves working with kids and we both love being in that environment. Is there a better way to spend time with one another and also to be present for others? I am not sure there is! Now we are back and Ben is jumping straight back into a crazy week at work, NI week. This means lots of night time work and entertaining important people. NI week is a week of sales conference meets a normal conference. The entire company shuts down to market their new products, launch new ideas, and schmooze with their clients. This will be Ben's first time at NI week as an employee and not a student whom they are sponsoring. It is Thursday-Thursday, hopefully he'll get some rest! I'm having a brief few days off before I start... my new job (on Friday.) I'm going to be the Director of Ministries at the Texas Methodist Foundation. What does this mean? I'm not entirely sure, but I think it sounds great. I'm really looking forward to working with others in Ministry and helping them to find personal success within themselves and as part of the larger clergy of Texas. I suppose it's now time for me to have a real Mon-Fri grown up job... with benefits! I'm excited about this :) We can't believe we have been in Austin for a year, now... and we just got curtains! Slowly this place is beginning to become "home." We have traveled a lot in the last year visiting all of our friends and family in the great state. This has been wonderful, but we are looking for it to slow down quite a bit and spend some good quality time here. We hope to hear from you and know how all of you are doing! "
Much love, me
Monday, July 14, 2008
I think my house just fell and now everythign is in color. Now where are my sparkly shoes?
SO.... we've been LIVING in Austin for almost an entire year! This is crazy. I can't quite seem to place where the last 300 odd days have gone. I think some of them got lost somewhere between loving being in texas, hating not being in atlanta, missing my friends, hating my job, taking 4 jobs, making new friends, running, having some drinks, traveling etc, and then... all of a sudden... it's the middle of JULY... I still miss being in Atlanta, am happier to be in Austin, decorating the house, having ONE job that starts in Aug and actually coincides with my gifts and graces, running, making new friends, traveling raising money for LLS, getting a new dog and curtains. Um... and realizing, that I am co-directing a church camp in less than one week. What? How did camp creep up on me in no time? I feel like for the last few summers of directing I've been on the ball. I've been prepared for camp, getting my stuff together, working with the authorities (of bridgeport, that is,) and now... not so much. I feel like I have just woken up and now what?
Dear Dorothy, please let me borrow your shoes. I need to go on a technicolor adventure. IT would also be great if they could transport me from one wedding to another and go wtih every outfit. But then again... don't red sparkly shoes go with every outfit? I'm going to go out on a limb and say, "yes."
So many things going on these days and life seeming to fall into place. Sort of. Hopefully.
After my long struggle of the "job issue"... hating the spa, being unemployed and hating myself, working for Rodney--he's so nice, but hte job is boring, to being offered the PT youth director position at University UMC (loving the church), being offered the PT after school director at Trinity Episcopal School... taking both, still not wanting to work on weekends, realizing I was going to be working Sun-Fri with late evenings and being excited by and disappointed by both all at the same time. I was offered a, what seems to be, AMAZING job wth the Texas Methodist Foundation being their Director of Ministries. I'm not entire sure what all this entails, but I do know that it comes with benefits and a lack of weekend work. Awesometown. Truthfully, it sounds like I'm going to be so happy at this place. I'm really excited to start in August!
My sister is knocked up. Joy of joys! I get to have a small person to buy things for! I'm holding out of the purchasing until we find out what she's having! YAY for babies in the family (and buying us some time before the real pressure is put on us.) Realistically, I have to go to Italy and drink wine and eat cheese before I can be "in the family way."
I have a LOT of friends getting married! I love going to weddings and getting to be a part of that day for my friends... and now I must find some shoes to go with the cute dresses I need to wear :) Kidding. Clearly, it's not about my shoes... it's about love.
I guess I'm just feeling overwhelmed and honestly like I've just woken up from a dream and am slowly realizing that I've been going through the motions of life and not taking hold or being completely present.
I all just seems so un-real. You, and you, and YOU were there. I guess I've been here all along. Eitherway... this is home. Austin is home. I'm goign on 29 and I'm home.... (for today anyway)
Dear Dorothy, please let me borrow your shoes. I need to go on a technicolor adventure. IT would also be great if they could transport me from one wedding to another and go wtih every outfit. But then again... don't red sparkly shoes go with every outfit? I'm going to go out on a limb and say, "yes."
So many things going on these days and life seeming to fall into place. Sort of. Hopefully.
After my long struggle of the "job issue"... hating the spa, being unemployed and hating myself, working for Rodney--he's so nice, but hte job is boring, to being offered the PT youth director position at University UMC (loving the church), being offered the PT after school director at Trinity Episcopal School... taking both, still not wanting to work on weekends, realizing I was going to be working Sun-Fri with late evenings and being excited by and disappointed by both all at the same time. I was offered a, what seems to be, AMAZING job wth the Texas Methodist Foundation being their Director of Ministries. I'm not entire sure what all this entails, but I do know that it comes with benefits and a lack of weekend work. Awesometown. Truthfully, it sounds like I'm going to be so happy at this place. I'm really excited to start in August!
My sister is knocked up. Joy of joys! I get to have a small person to buy things for! I'm holding out of the purchasing until we find out what she's having! YAY for babies in the family (and buying us some time before the real pressure is put on us.) Realistically, I have to go to Italy and drink wine and eat cheese before I can be "in the family way."
I have a LOT of friends getting married! I love going to weddings and getting to be a part of that day for my friends... and now I must find some shoes to go with the cute dresses I need to wear :) Kidding. Clearly, it's not about my shoes... it's about love.
I guess I'm just feeling overwhelmed and honestly like I've just woken up from a dream and am slowly realizing that I've been going through the motions of life and not taking hold or being completely present.
I all just seems so un-real. You, and you, and YOU were there. I guess I've been here all along. Eitherway... this is home. Austin is home. I'm goign on 29 and I'm home.... (for today anyway)
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