Four and a half. We have been talking about being four and a half for MONTHS. You are so excited to be four and a half. And that is worth celebrating to me. So we made a cake. A 1/2 cake to be exact. We also sang half of the happy birthday song. You had a pretty great day. And I love that you love a celebration. You are a smart smart boy. You are kind. Energetic. You hate sleeping. You have a lot of emotions that you have a hard time controlling. You feel deeply. I love you. I love having conversations with you. You remember EVERYTHING. You also know everything. You are competitive and a sore loser. You are active. You are handsome. You love making paper airplanes. You have moved from playing trains to only building train tracks that include legos. YOU LOVE LEGOS. A lot. And coloring. And I love you. More than anything in the world. My first baby. The reason I'm a mama. 1/2 of the reasons I wake up in the night. You never want to be alone. Sometimes I can't wait for you to go to bed because you have spoken every word that has ever gone into your brain all day. Then you go to bed and I need you. I love you.