This week at my conference I had a woman say that even when I'm simply breathing--I'm multi-tasking.  There is no break.  You are tired.
Agreed.  Also slightly overwhelmed.  I'm tired.  I got even more so when I looked at my calendar this morning and realized that basically until May I'm out of town every weekend.  Um, when do I get to nest?  Like a week before our baby comes?  I'm also out of town for about 2 weeks in May.  I know that people travel for a living--I am not one of those people.  It makes me tired.  I hate to only be home enough to clean my house and do laundry.  I would like to see the friends in the city I live in--that or it's time to transition cities. 
We LOVE that many of our friends and family are ONLY 3 hours away!  YAY!  It used to be 13.  However, 3 hours is quite a bit of driving in a small car with 2 dogs and constantly thinking about other things you need to do.  I realize my life isn't so bad.  I get it.  But, it's MY life and that doesn't take away that it's real. 
I was so excited about sleeping in my own bed last night with a FAN.  Oh, God Bless the fan!  I've been without one for a week.  (I like the noise, the air, the everything about it.)  I still didn't sleep through the night.  The bed is too small.  The snoring is too loud.  I have to sit up to roll over--not because of the baby, but because there isn't room to roll over.  I can only imagine that this will get worse.
Basically, I'm Debbie Downer today.  I'm stressed.  I'm tired.  I need a nap.
5.5 months and I still haven't heard about my maternity leave.  So... any of you guys want to keep our un-named baby for free?  He'll be 8 weeks old so totally on schedule, sleeping through the night, potty trained etc.  It should be easy.  Maybe we can begin training Maggie to be a service dog?

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